Motherhoods Rewards

Reason number 686 why motherhood is trying and sometimes tedious but always worth it:

I sneeze and Ava said 'bess you'.

Melt my heart.

True That.

"there is no greater risk than matrimony.
but there is nothing happier than a happy marriage."

--benjamin disraeli, 1870

Highs and Lows

Lately, life has been a roller coaster ride. I've noticed it is a reflection of my mood. If I am in a good mood, then my husband is and then our marriage isn't suffering. Do you find that strange? Because I do.

I am guilty of letting to much get in the way of contentment. I find myself looking at how much more others have in comparison to what I have. That puts me in a bad mood. Since when am I living of the world and not just in it? Count your blessings, Bianca. You have a lot to be thankful for. I remind myself daily.

My husband and child deserve to be happy and I am known to dictate the happiness-meter in our home. And that's just not fair.